I am tired of waiting.
I am tired of people.
I am tired of struggling.
I am tired of comforting words.
I am tired....resting forever awaits.
Monday, September 2, 2013
Saturday, June 22, 2013
June 22nd, 2013
It should be a day of happiness.
For whom...for you....
June 22nd, 2013
It is a day of joy and enlighten of your true yourself
Smiling as you reach for the shining star to convince yourself, is this true
It may be....or may not be
But the darkness will fall on your fairytale
Because your lies and betrayal began on this day
God is watching with sadness.
Devil is rejoicing with happiness
Because you stopped looking for the "forever", and found "happiness" next to you
Which is actually an illusion of a unhappy person's mind
Let the darkness begin......
For whom...for you....
June 22nd, 2013
It is a day of joy and enlighten of your true yourself
Smiling as you reach for the shining star to convince yourself, is this true
It may be....or may not be
But the darkness will fall on your fairytale
Because your lies and betrayal began on this day
God is watching with sadness.
Devil is rejoicing with happiness
Because you stopped looking for the "forever", and found "happiness" next to you
Which is actually an illusion of a unhappy person's mind
Let the darkness begin......
Thursday, June 20, 2013
Family Curse
I look at him every day. I think to myself, "Why would anyone want to abandon him?"
Is it fair to him that he was born to selfish-parents?
Is it fair to him that he was born to stubborn parents?
But here he is living with our burdens that he may return to the family that he has been planning.
But you have no excuse. You lived the pain and suffering of an abandon child. And this is what my son gets after giving his unconditional love since birth.
His unconditional love has been there for 10 years that has been traded for a conditional love of 3 years.
Now his unconditional love has become conditional hate for you and her. I won't break his mind of your betrayal.
You don't deserve to be called, "dad, father, parent, or buddy".
You will only be a lying husband to your insecure-broken doll wife.
Keep her family tight in your clutches, because your real family is gone from your life.
Because you will be the end of the family curse.
Is it fair to him that he was born to selfish-parents?
Is it fair to him that he was born to stubborn parents?
But here he is living with our burdens that he may return to the family that he has been planning.
But you have no excuse. You lived the pain and suffering of an abandon child. And this is what my son gets after giving his unconditional love since birth.
His unconditional love has been there for 10 years that has been traded for a conditional love of 3 years.
Now his unconditional love has become conditional hate for you and her. I won't break his mind of your betrayal.
You don't deserve to be called, "dad, father, parent, or buddy".
You will only be a lying husband to your insecure-broken doll wife.
Keep her family tight in your clutches, because your real family is gone from your life.
Because you will be the end of the family curse.
I WILL SURVIVE
I
have been a single parent most of my adult life.
I didn't ask to be, but God knew it had to be. He knew my spirit is too free to allow a man to control me.
I had many opportunities not to be, because my spirit controls me.
I am not mad that I am.
I hope those find happiness, because I decided not to return to you after many regrets.
I have none.
I have the two who makes me want to be the best single parent that God wants me to be.
I didn't ask to be, but God knew it had to be. He knew my spirit is too free to allow a man to control me.
I had many opportunities not to be, because my spirit controls me.
I am not mad that I am.
I hope those find happiness, because I decided not to return to you after many regrets.
I have none.
I have the two who makes me want to be the best single parent that God wants me to be.
Wednesday, April 3, 2013
LEVELS
In our life, we experience different levels of life. There are some levels we reach, it makes sense. It could be a broken heart being healed, so we become stronger even though we open it up again just to shatter the healed parts.
However, we move throughout these levels with knowledge, power, and strength.
But there are a few levels in our life, we have no idea how we got there. We can analysis and discuss it. We can go to counseling for it. There are no answers. We can blame our past. It is so easy to do. But we can't blame it anymore, because we moved up or changed in the levels with a reasonable or unreasonable explanation.
It could be a level of spirituality. It brings a numbness that is presented as a cold presence. Matter of fact, it is a warm being but it moves the emotional imbalance that causes so much physical and pain throughout the levels of life. It could never be healed because it has already been healed. The warmth comes from being on another plane and seeing the people in it as the being that we are truly.
However, we move throughout these levels with knowledge, power, and strength.
But there are a few levels in our life, we have no idea how we got there. We can analysis and discuss it. We can go to counseling for it. There are no answers. We can blame our past. It is so easy to do. But we can't blame it anymore, because we moved up or changed in the levels with a reasonable or unreasonable explanation.
It could be a level of spirituality. It brings a numbness that is presented as a cold presence. Matter of fact, it is a warm being but it moves the emotional imbalance that causes so much physical and pain throughout the levels of life. It could never be healed because it has already been healed. The warmth comes from being on another plane and seeing the people in it as the being that we are truly.
Friday, January 4, 2013
Bitch Loves The Bitch
You are a b***h. But your man is the better b***h.
I found an old card throwing out my trash which include any memories of the torture years of lies. Here is the biggest lie ever.
" Thank you,Christmas, for the kindness, the compassion, and the spirit of giving you inspire.
Thank you, Christmas, for the peace, the joy, and the hope that born each year.
Thank you, Christmas, for the beauty, the wonder and memories yo leave in our hearts.
Wish you peace, joy,love...all the greatest gifts of the Season, Merry Christmas" ~06'
In his words "The best mother a guy could ask for, Thank you for always being there for me. Thanks for being the greatest mother in the world to my " ". Regardless of which paths we take in life, I will always be here for you, you will always be in my heart. Thanks your for some of the best years of my life. Love always " ".
The biggest lie he hasn't made any effort to be the best father to his " ". But he is up your ass crack like all the other women. He may not have learned to be a good father, but maybe he will learn to be faithful since that isn't in his nature. Or maybe he can be faithful since no woman can tolerate an arrogant asshole. Only weak women like you can.
Throwing away all the past trash. Good Riddance.
I will always have the first love of his first.
I found an old card throwing out my trash which include any memories of the torture years of lies. Here is the biggest lie ever.
" Thank you,Christmas, for the kindness, the compassion, and the spirit of giving you inspire.
Thank you, Christmas, for the peace, the joy, and the hope that born each year.
Thank you, Christmas, for the beauty, the wonder and memories yo leave in our hearts.
Wish you peace, joy,love...all the greatest gifts of the Season, Merry Christmas" ~06'
In his words "The best mother a guy could ask for, Thank you for always being there for me. Thanks for being the greatest mother in the world to my " ". Regardless of which paths we take in life, I will always be here for you, you will always be in my heart. Thanks your for some of the best years of my life. Love always " ".
The biggest lie he hasn't made any effort to be the best father to his " ". But he is up your ass crack like all the other women. He may not have learned to be a good father, but maybe he will learn to be faithful since that isn't in his nature. Or maybe he can be faithful since no woman can tolerate an arrogant asshole. Only weak women like you can.
Throwing away all the past trash. Good Riddance.
I will always have the first love of his first.
Saturday, November 24, 2012
The Understanding
I try to see the "good" in people but it is hard to see the light of good when some people carry a black heart.
It wears me out that I have slowly become holding this dark feelings that the dark hearts loved to share with me.
It has been extremely hard for me to move forward without feeling that I may hurt people on the way.
My dark lustful ways have taken over in my dreams that I cannot control. It has become a deep desire that would not be acceptable in the reality. It will only cause pain and deception. It is sinful and immoral. That is something I refuse to be. Or maybe it is me.
It is hard to love and to believe. These do not exist any more. If I began to believe in love then it becomes a dark trap in me. It may feel like "everything" but it eventually falls into "nothing" because I see the world differently with a large eye in the center of my forehead. I see this world in my dreams. People, places, lovers, children, friends.....but mostly....me... (continue...maybe)
It wears me out that I have slowly become holding this dark feelings that the dark hearts loved to share with me.
It has been extremely hard for me to move forward without feeling that I may hurt people on the way.
My dark lustful ways have taken over in my dreams that I cannot control. It has become a deep desire that would not be acceptable in the reality. It will only cause pain and deception. It is sinful and immoral. That is something I refuse to be. Or maybe it is me.
It is hard to love and to believe. These do not exist any more. If I began to believe in love then it becomes a dark trap in me. It may feel like "everything" but it eventually falls into "nothing" because I see the world differently with a large eye in the center of my forehead. I see this world in my dreams. People, places, lovers, children, friends.....but mostly....me... (continue...maybe)
Thursday, August 23, 2012
THE FORGOTTEN BOY
What a man you have been?
A man who points at another man's sin
Taking credit for what you have done
But repeating the same sin that the other man begun
Taking arms with another love in your life
And claiming that one day she will be your wife
But she doesn't realize that she has been number 4 or maybe five
Knowing all this information may give her an ungodly hive
However, I don't feel sorry for her slow mind
Because she has proven that she is not blind
You are filled with hate, anger and lies
So you deserve the love that the Devil doesn't cries
Because the Devil knows, the Angel you left could bring you peace and joy
Instead, he has become the forgotten boy.
A man who points at another man's sin
Taking credit for what you have done
But repeating the same sin that the other man begun
Taking arms with another love in your life
And claiming that one day she will be your wife
But she doesn't realize that she has been number 4 or maybe five
Knowing all this information may give her an ungodly hive
However, I don't feel sorry for her slow mind
Because she has proven that she is not blind
You are filled with hate, anger and lies
So you deserve the love that the Devil doesn't cries
Because the Devil knows, the Angel you left could bring you peace and joy
Instead, he has become the forgotten boy.
Saturday, February 4, 2012
FACEBOOK AKA FAKEBOOK
My best friend and I engaged in a conversation in regards to Facebook. Originally, I was invited to join by my, then, middle school nephew. I figured to ignore the request since we both had MySpace. Most of us were using MySpace to promote and share information. Plus, Facebook looked boring. Finally, a former co-worker requested me to join if I wanted to remain in contact since she moved. So I decided to join because I "thought" I wanted to remain contact with her, but I ended up deleting her in less than a year. So people found me from my past life to my present life. And I also had a crazy female stalker send me a nasty message that had nothing to do with me except her obsession for my daughter and her father. The difference, I had his child and she married him knowingly he never really loved her.
Of course, let not forget my male stalkers. I rejected in person but I guess they wanted to look at my photos. But I am a kind person. Then, it hit me. People read my materials and thought I was entertaining but they never responded. Then, they would find me and whine to me. I could go on. But what is worst, your enemies of your past wanted to be your present Facebook friend. Yeah, we have grown up, but we hadn't grown up that much.
Needless to say, I got rid of it. But I missed my closest friends to share my photos and stories. So I created a new account under an AKA. I had people of my present familiar or familiar ideas. But it repeated itself again, however, the difference was, I liked my friends and became slowly to dislike them.
Unless you are spreading a message, promoting a business or oneself, a needy person, or just a nosey person, it isn't for an opinionated person.
I had a former friend tell me that she liked to be friends with her exes so she could look at their pages. Basically, she told me,"I hope the bastard is miserable and have ugly women for leaving me or doing me wrong". Me, I have no interest of any of my exes returning in my life. They were an ex for a reason. NOT MY PROBLEM.
To my original subject, I sit in class and I see people looking at their Facebook that is free and not paying attention in class that cost, lets see, $80 per credit. Boys are stalking girls. Girls are stalking boys and girls. Who knows! But every person I talk to with a Facebook is talking about someone. I am guilty of it more recently. Like I said, my opinion have left the social network.
I don't beleive in being fake. And Facebook has become it. Fake people. Your real friends do not need a Facebook to keep you updated, it is called an email or a phone call. After I get rid of my 2nd Facebook account, I know which people on my list who will call me.
Of course, let not forget my male stalkers. I rejected in person but I guess they wanted to look at my photos. But I am a kind person. Then, it hit me. People read my materials and thought I was entertaining but they never responded. Then, they would find me and whine to me. I could go on. But what is worst, your enemies of your past wanted to be your present Facebook friend. Yeah, we have grown up, but we hadn't grown up that much.
Needless to say, I got rid of it. But I missed my closest friends to share my photos and stories. So I created a new account under an AKA. I had people of my present familiar or familiar ideas. But it repeated itself again, however, the difference was, I liked my friends and became slowly to dislike them.
Unless you are spreading a message, promoting a business or oneself, a needy person, or just a nosey person, it isn't for an opinionated person.
I had a former friend tell me that she liked to be friends with her exes so she could look at their pages. Basically, she told me,"I hope the bastard is miserable and have ugly women for leaving me or doing me wrong". Me, I have no interest of any of my exes returning in my life. They were an ex for a reason. NOT MY PROBLEM.
To my original subject, I sit in class and I see people looking at their Facebook that is free and not paying attention in class that cost, lets see, $80 per credit. Boys are stalking girls. Girls are stalking boys and girls. Who knows! But every person I talk to with a Facebook is talking about someone. I am guilty of it more recently. Like I said, my opinion have left the social network.
I don't beleive in being fake. And Facebook has become it. Fake people. Your real friends do not need a Facebook to keep you updated, it is called an email or a phone call. After I get rid of my 2nd Facebook account, I know which people on my list who will call me.
Monday, March 7, 2011
My Mind
I think of you almost every day.
I don't know why, you never went out of your way.
I try to forget about you as much as I can
It is hard when I dream of you being my forever man
I could never admit my love but I only care
Because I was afraid it would be a scare
I guess it never matter because you got your way
Holding onto your dark past emotions that kept me away
I learned to accept your mistrust in people
But I had to learn that my body is my temple
And my mind knows you cannot respect my way
Maybe my heart should keep you far far away
I don't know why, you never went out of your way.
I try to forget about you as much as I can
It is hard when I dream of you being my forever man
I could never admit my love but I only care
Because I was afraid it would be a scare
I guess it never matter because you got your way
Holding onto your dark past emotions that kept me away
I learned to accept your mistrust in people
But I had to learn that my body is my temple
And my mind knows you cannot respect my way
Maybe my heart should keep you far far away
Monday, February 28, 2011
Angel You See In Me
I try to be that angel you see in me
However the devil is how I want to be
My soul has been trampled and abused enough
I cannot be that angel that is forgiving and tough
I look and look for peace of the heart
But the devil in me wants to rip every traitors' soul apart
I cannot shake it off my shoulder or is this truly me
Because I am not the angel you want me to be
If the devil is running the land; am I serving him on Earth
When I leave this un-Godly land; will he accept my death's rebirth
I seek and seek for the many answers that ponders in my mind
But I cannot help that the devil has made me so blind
I will keep trying to be the angel you see in me
But unless I leave this Earth it may never be
However the devil is how I want to be
My soul has been trampled and abused enough
I cannot be that angel that is forgiving and tough
I look and look for peace of the heart
But the devil in me wants to rip every traitors' soul apart
I cannot shake it off my shoulder or is this truly me
Because I am not the angel you want me to be
If the devil is running the land; am I serving him on Earth
When I leave this un-Godly land; will he accept my death's rebirth
I seek and seek for the many answers that ponders in my mind
But I cannot help that the devil has made me so blind
I will keep trying to be the angel you see in me
But unless I leave this Earth it may never be
Monday, February 14, 2011
To Be-In-Love Again
Every day I think how my life continues to unfold. I don't know where it will go. I am always changing the direction because I get bored so easily. But the hardest part of my life is trying to fall-in-love again. I have fallen-in-love three times in my life. I wanted to fall-in-love with a fourth man but I couldn't allow myself tumble into the well of despair of hurt and disappointments. However, I continue to search but I just don't connect like I had connected with the fourth person. He felt the closest to my soul mate but I had to let him go because he was living in darkness. I am trying to live in the light. I may not live in the light every day but I don't allow the dark to dictate how I live.
I have decided that I am going to look more into my spiritual being. Hopefully, I can express it through the art of photography and painting.
I hope this year I will find my true soul mate. Knowing me, I would push him off to the side (which I am famous for) because I can't handle other people's issues too well.
I have decided that I am going to look more into my spiritual being. Hopefully, I can express it through the art of photography and painting.
I hope this year I will find my true soul mate. Knowing me, I would push him off to the side (which I am famous for) because I can't handle other people's issues too well.
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
A Ball of Sadness
I feel a ball of sadness now almost every day. I had this ball of sadness before. To be honest, I had it many times usually when I feel the pain of lies and deceit. Then old feelings like hurt, pain, anger, hate, loss, sadness, and confusions rolls up up the surface like a snow ball but it makes a monstrous looking snow woman.
I want these balls of sadness to melt away. I know it won't go away completely because it is part of life. But the same people continue to give it to me. I can't understand why I can't forgive. I guess I am looking for a satisfactory answer that I will never receive. I can't accept lies and deception for selfish-gain and momentarily gratification on my expense.
I have all these positive things in my life that I call my blessings. However, the deceivers want to invade my space that brings this ring of circles. I tried to add the math....2 + 2 = ....but it manages to equal a -5.
After feeling a week of despair, today, February 8th, 2011, my truck got hit by a van as I was waiting to turn into my job site. After realizing the blessings that I received because the accident could have been worse. The lady hit the back of my truck trying to go around me, then she hit the guardrail then almost hit a car in the other lane and managed to stop. Her son hurt his head and her infant girl was still asleep. This accident made all the the ring of circles of life's disappoints just disappear.
I want these balls of sadness to melt away. I know it won't go away completely because it is part of life. But the same people continue to give it to me. I can't understand why I can't forgive. I guess I am looking for a satisfactory answer that I will never receive. I can't accept lies and deception for selfish-gain and momentarily gratification on my expense.
I have all these positive things in my life that I call my blessings. However, the deceivers want to invade my space that brings this ring of circles. I tried to add the math....2 + 2 = ....but it manages to equal a -5.
After feeling a week of despair, today, February 8th, 2011, my truck got hit by a van as I was waiting to turn into my job site. After realizing the blessings that I received because the accident could have been worse. The lady hit the back of my truck trying to go around me, then she hit the guardrail then almost hit a car in the other lane and managed to stop. Her son hurt his head and her infant girl was still asleep. This accident made all the the ring of circles of life's disappoints just disappear.
Monday, February 7, 2011
My Peace Will Know
(MySpace Blog Oct 29, 2006 )
My heart has fallen into deep despair
It had left my body and spirit in a complete tear
I attempt to crawl out with all my might
But I had lost the power to give it a fight
My hands are embedded with glass and dirt
The burning tears drip into puddles of sorrow and hurt
Refilling my heart with anguish and suffrage
There aren't any smiles or laughs that can give coverage
So I walk on Earth as a dead lost soul
When I stop walking on land, is then my peace will know
The Lie
(MySpace Blog Nov 1, 2006 )
You told me a lie to make me upset and furious
Knowingly that it would cause my mind to become delirious
After your plan fumbled, you want me to forgive what you have began
How could I forgive when you have become a different man
You mislead my heart and my stable mind
Into a life that keeps me blind
As I hold onto the love and hate that still cause so much hurt
I have to take my dying love and pound it under a ton of dirt
It kills my hope and dreams having the perfect fairytale books
Because you think life is better with other lady cooks
Men Are Assholes
(MySpace Blog Nov 24, 2006 )
Unfortunately, I don't want to waste my time dating a man then finding out he is an asshole.
Most men are better as friends than long-term relationships, but unfortunately, us dumb-ass women feel the need to have family because our biological clock is ticking.
I tell my 30 something friends that we should have dated 30 something old men when we were in our 20's then we may have been married and we wouldn't have to deal with them acting stupid or trying to re-live their 20's. They would be serious and ready to settle down unless they are just partiers.
Maybe we should have dated the Bill Gates in high school and college instead of the bad boys who have to sleep with every woman to feel like their dick is bigger than the next guys. Then we don't have to deal with weeding out the lies from the actual truth.
Maybe we should have dated the goofy-looking big eared guy who had a beautiful personality but we couldn't deal with the peer pressure of our girl-friends.
If we dated these guys, maybe we wouldn't be alone, cheated on, lied to, disrespected, and actually be happy.
But if we turn back time, we wouldn't have the children that we do have. They are the only blessings that come out of it. However, it is never to late to meet the geeks and dumbo-looking men.
Food for thought.
Men are Assholes
Not all men, but I think most are assholes. I haven't met one guy who haven't shown their true colors.Unfortunately, I don't want to waste my time dating a man then finding out he is an asshole.
Most men are better as friends than long-term relationships, but unfortunately, us dumb-ass women feel the need to have family because our biological clock is ticking.
I tell my 30 something friends that we should have dated 30 something old men when we were in our 20's then we may have been married and we wouldn't have to deal with them acting stupid or trying to re-live their 20's. They would be serious and ready to settle down unless they are just partiers.
Maybe we should have dated the Bill Gates in high school and college instead of the bad boys who have to sleep with every woman to feel like their dick is bigger than the next guys. Then we don't have to deal with weeding out the lies from the actual truth.
Maybe we should have dated the goofy-looking big eared guy who had a beautiful personality but we couldn't deal with the peer pressure of our girl-friends.
If we dated these guys, maybe we wouldn't be alone, cheated on, lied to, disrespected, and actually be happy.
But if we turn back time, we wouldn't have the children that we do have. They are the only blessings that come out of it. However, it is never to late to meet the geeks and dumbo-looking men.
Food for thought.
My Husband Will...
(MySpace Blog Aug 7, 2007)
*be my friend first then become my best friend
*support me in my dreams and passion
*be considerate and respectful to me and my needs
*know that the small things make me happy
*look at my children like they are their world too and not any different
*be a man that I can trust with my deepest thoughts and would never leave his lips
*be the love of my life and spirit
*think that I am perfect even with my King Kong feet.
*understand that I need to be with my girls and my space
*tell me how much he loves me through actions and words
*make me laugh and smile
*give me his shoulder when I do cry
*help me become a better person with his knowledge and experience
*make love to me like it is his first time
*treat me like I am the BOMB
*support me in my dreams and passion
*be considerate and respectful to me and my needs
*know that the small things make me happy
*look at my children like they are their world too and not any different
*be a man that I can trust with my deepest thoughts and would never leave his lips
*be the love of my life and spirit
*think that I am perfect even with my King Kong feet.
*understand that I need to be with my girls and my space
*tell me how much he loves me through actions and words
*make me laugh and smile
*give me his shoulder when I do cry
*help me become a better person with his knowledge and experience
*make love to me like it is his first time
*treat me like I am the BOMB
On The Hunt or Not
(MySpace Blog 9/9/07)
Yesterday, I was talking to my married friends. My friend's brother-in-law drove up with a friend who apparently was trying to get my attention. Now, I felt uncomfortable because he was peacocking in front of my kids.
And my friends were like "enjoy being single" because their men are getting on their nerves so badly that it is exhausting them. Now they will not leave their men but they talk like if they have divorced they will date a man nothing like them.
It is ashamed that being single is being more desirable and relationships are being discouraged by my friends.
Now my friends with men, they are actually good women. They are not some tramps or cheat on their husband or boyfriends. They are "good" girls. They are not unreasonable in their demands like spend more time with the kids, do more family activities, have couple's time, and be more understanding to their needs to have a break. These women are tired of feeling like single mothers in a marriage (or live-in relationship).
I am going through the same struggles as them. The difference is, I don't have a man nagging in my ear or telling me where to go or not to go. I do not miss those days.
I am free to be with anyone I please and come into my life without guilt.
Nobody wants to be alone, but I will be alone if it means the relationship is exhausting me. If I have to spend my time occupied thinking of what "he" is doing. Or, why he hasn't called yet? Read the article before.
When I start a book, I read it until I finish. I won't start reading another one. I thought I had found a great book, but it became a short story. Then, I read the cover of another book, it end up becoming a flyer.
Regardless, which book I am reading, I always hoped at happily ever after regardless if it is a short story or a novel, but it just seems mine have not.
So I will still look at the cover, but I am going to shop around and not read it from front to back before I pick up another.
Yesterday, I was talking to my married friends. My friend's brother-in-law drove up with a friend who apparently was trying to get my attention. Now, I felt uncomfortable because he was peacocking in front of my kids.
And my friends were like "enjoy being single" because their men are getting on their nerves so badly that it is exhausting them. Now they will not leave their men but they talk like if they have divorced they will date a man nothing like them.
It is ashamed that being single is being more desirable and relationships are being discouraged by my friends.
Now my friends with men, they are actually good women. They are not some tramps or cheat on their husband or boyfriends. They are "good" girls. They are not unreasonable in their demands like spend more time with the kids, do more family activities, have couple's time, and be more understanding to their needs to have a break. These women are tired of feeling like single mothers in a marriage (or live-in relationship).
I am going through the same struggles as them. The difference is, I don't have a man nagging in my ear or telling me where to go or not to go. I do not miss those days.
I am free to be with anyone I please and come into my life without guilt.
Nobody wants to be alone, but I will be alone if it means the relationship is exhausting me. If I have to spend my time occupied thinking of what "he" is doing. Or, why he hasn't called yet? Read the article before.
When I start a book, I read it until I finish. I won't start reading another one. I thought I had found a great book, but it became a short story. Then, I read the cover of another book, it end up becoming a flyer.
Regardless, which book I am reading, I always hoped at happily ever after regardless if it is a short story or a novel, but it just seems mine have not.
So I will still look at the cover, but I am going to shop around and not read it from front to back before I pick up another.
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