June 22nd, 2013

It should be a day of happiness.
For whom...for you....
June 22nd, 2013
It is a day of joy and enlighten of your true yourself
Smiling  as you reach for the shining star to convince yourself, is this true
It may be....or may not be
But the darkness will fall on your fairytale
Because your lies and betrayal began on this day
God is watching with sadness.
Devil is rejoicing with happiness
Because you stopped looking for the "forever", and found "happiness" next to you
Which is actually an illusion of a unhappy person's mind
Let the darkness begin......

Family Curse

I look at him every day. I think to myself, "Why would anyone want to abandon him?"
Is it fair to him that he was born to selfish-parents?
Is it fair to him that he was born to stubborn parents?
But here he is living with our burdens that he may return to the family that he has  been planning.
But you have no excuse. You lived the pain and suffering of an abandon child. And this is what my son gets after giving his unconditional love since birth.
His unconditional love has been there for 10 years that has been traded for a conditional love of 3 years.
Now his unconditional love has become conditional hate for you and her. I won't break his mind of your betrayal.
You don't deserve to be called, "dad, father, parent, or buddy".
You will only be a lying husband to your insecure-broken doll wife.
Keep her family tight in your clutches, because your real family is gone from your life.
Because you will be the end of the family curse.

I WILL SURVIVE

I have been a single parent most of my adult life. 
I didn't ask to be, but God knew it had to be. He knew my spirit is too free to allow a man to control me. 
I had many opportunities not to be, because my spirit controls me. 
I am not mad that I am. 
I hope those find happiness, because I decided not to return to you after many regrets.
I have none. 
I have the two who makes me want to be the best single parent that God wants me to be.